Thursday was quite something…

Counting down…. 4 more days to exam…

Am i ready? I mean seriously ready? *silence* ha…

Thursday…. Indeed a very interesting day.

Started off in the morning by sending *L* to work….

De Ja Vu again, sending her to UOB.. sounds familiar? haha 

Went home to mug on my management text books….

Recieved some important news from Verdy later in the afternoon… Am feeling really bad and touched by him though… Thanks dude… *tears drop* I believed it is never a easy decision… I would not let you down..

Dinner with *L* @ Takashimaya…. Really enjoyed the meal with her… Nice chats and she was really fun loving…

And guess who i saw in the resturant? My buddy JK’s gf.. Carine! haha.. Kana ‘caught’ by her… 

I went on teasing her 1st before she ‘attack’ me…

Me: “Wau… eat dinner never jio me lor..”
Carine: “Some people said at home study sia…”
Me:  “…………………”

Haha it was really fun to see her and michelle.. haha  

After the meal, went to my old time favourite chill out place.. The Acid Bar…

Had a couple of drinks and listening to acoustic singings with *L*…..I really enjoyed her accompany.. Do hope she felt the same way as i did…

After the chilling session, i sent *L* home and she soundly slept in my car throughout the journey back.. The feelings of the love, care and concern from the good old days are back… Suddenly i felt the sense, the sense of reponsibility to take care of her… De Ja Vu

Am not finding a replacement to cover my previous pain… I need to be fair and i will be fair… Whoever she is, will recieve the equal amount of effort and love from me…

But the night did not just end there…..

After i sent her home…. we smsed eachother during my journey back home… She somehow confessed to me that she is not ready for anything at the moment.. (I wasn’t rushing as well, i already learnt and grown from my previous relationship.. and somehow, i have learnt to take my time as well)

(I have edited the sms details to make it short and clear)

L: “I want to remain single for the time being.. don’t wanna rush into things”
Me: “I’m sorry to make you feel that way”
L: “I really appreciate your presence, really comfortable and you are a nice guy, but i wanna take things one step at a time”
Me: “Am really happy to be able to spend time with you. We’ll take thing slow and let nature take its course”

I guess i have changed.. Am not as impulsive as before to get into a relationship… I believe it takes time and time will tell….

Exams are my priority now…..

Good night people…

Defining the Opposite Sex Group Part II

In my last blog about the opposite sex, i have introduced a few new characters that i have met in recent months…. Here are the lastest entries.. Potentially there is one who i feel able to have a certain connection with… (make a guess, haha)

The Fund Manager/Advisor (age: 29)
General: An ambitious and career minded lady with ethics. She is well educated and smart. Though she is 3 years older than me, we are able to get along well interms of the topic we chatted and such. An outgoing person who likes to blade and do water sports. A member of california fitness. A filial daughter who really cares about her family. 

Overall: Sociable and Humble (A very nice lady)

The Teacher (age: 27)
General: Well educated and smart. Very patient and cares alot for her students. Lately been doing alot of outdoor activities. A member of california fitness (another one, haha). A very good cook and promised to make my favourite cake (Tiramisu) for me.. haha. We are able to communicate as well. (though quite stress, cannot speak broken ‘ang mo’.. haha)

Overall: Easy going and Friendly (Another nice lady)

The Fashion Marketeer (age: 25)
General: A very sociable girl who is very straight forward. Loves to make new friends and network. Chatty personality and able to crap alot of nonsense. Currently enjoys her singlehood and trying to do well in her job.

Overall: Cheerful and outgoing (An interesting Girl)

The Senior Officer in Bank (age: 22)
General: A very filial daughter who really cares alot for her family. A down to earth girl with a gorgeous smile. Initially, she was very skeptical towards me and had a very negative perception of me (claimed i up to no good intention, sad man… haha). She is someone i met online and only till recently i managed to have better communication with her. She is generally a very cheerful, helpful and caring person. She works very hard in hopeful to achieve her dreams. Today, out of surprise, she asked me out for dinner and we had a very good time chatting and getting to know eachother better.

Overall: Bubbly and Nice (A very Nice Girl)

They are by far the best ladies i met for the past 6 months. Great characters and personalities. Worthy friends indeed.

Verdy, wheres my photoshop? haha

Alright, i have to get back to my studies… night people..

Life….

Finally i can find some time to blog….

In three words i can sums up my last 10 days.. “Work”, “Studies”, “Stress”

Gonna keep this short…. need to do my accounting revision..

I would like to share the following with you guys… Its about “Life”

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
– Mother Teresa

Life to me now is hope…

Hope….. A new chapter? (I’m leaving….)

I just want to live a simple life…..

I really hope to live a normal and simple life…

No burdens, No worries, No sadness, No disappointments…..

Am really troubled….

It affects my work and my studies…

If it wasn’t like this… I would have been a very cheerful person…..

I want to take your advices nd attend the course bro….

I want a change life.. no doubt about it….

I need a new chance.. a new hope…

But mistakes i made ages ago… Haunt me for a life time….

I need to break out of this… (if you get what i meant)

Many times, i blame myself… causing pain to my loveones……

I’m just a useless shit…..

Who can give me a chance? Who can allow me to change? What do i need in life now?

I need support…

I not doing well….So does the economy…..

I need the full 24 hours…..

How many hours a day has?

Answer: 24

And i seriously need every minutes and seconds……

Running out of time…

Mission to accomplish:

1) Work (1 x Major Exercise next month and i’m the secretariat for it.. the whole formation is looking @ me!)

2) Exams (Yes, less than 30 days and i will be sitting for my 1st ever paper in 6 years)

3) Love (Actually this is not important, but its a good to have thingy haha)

Took a test on facebook recently…Its about how good i would be as a BF and the result is as shown..

Excellent

You’re a really loving, and caring person towards your BF/GF. You really do care for them, and you love them unconditionally. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Because you’ll always treat them with love, and care. ;D

 

 

Sometimes i do hope i can turn back time… and do the CORRECT thing…

2 more new friends… Rather interesting….

I really looking forward to the month of Dec… I seriously need a break…

Soul Searching is a must after my exams and such…

Good night people…

December Snow….

Its 6pm on a wednesday evening….

Finally i decided to blog…

Lately i been focusing on my school assignments and work…

30 days to my 1st ever exam in many years….

I’m not sure i’m able to cope with it this time round…. as part time studies really kinda tough…

For the last two weeks, my weekends were burnt at home rushing my assignments….

For the next four weeks, i won’t be expecting myself enjoying any night life….

JK has left for brunei and there goes my drinking buddy… But he left behind my sister carine, have to ‘monitor’ her movement… hahaha… Guess have to ‘force’ her out for dinner lo…

Before JK left, he came out with the term ‘JVC’, which i think for once he came out something useful for the SOAP brothers…. haha

Yes ‘JVC’ stands for JK, Verdy and Me! haha.. (somehow Verdy wants it to be VJC… u guys should know why la) *why i’m always the last one ah? haha*

I need to focus on my studies and my work…. I want to do well and i know its not going to be easy…

I have to motivate myself… I have to work hard! But the question is… am i capable of achieving it?

What lies ahead is an endless route to a secret place…

I have applied leave from the 19th to 26th of Dec…

For many years, i’m not spending my christmas in singapore….

And for many years, i spending it without someone close to me…

Will leave you guys with this beautiful track… “大哥”

非你莫属

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那个人是你所以
不怕苦
oh~我不怕苦

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Its been awhile that i last posted a MV on my blog….

I sang this song on monday with JK & Carine and somehow the character played by ‘TANK’ in the MV reminded of me in certain ways…. (not the looks ofcos, haha)

We only live once in our life….

How often will you get to meet someone who you truely love?

‘Chance’ to me is a form of ‘Gamble’… You either win or you lose…

Able to meet the right person is fate…

But fate lies on your hands same goes for destiny…

So one suppose to believe in fate or in him/herself?

2008 has been a roller coaster ride for me…

I met my fate but i failed to control my destiny…

The MV reminds me of the ’silly’ things i would do for her (just to see her smile)…

As i have blogged about that my primary love language in a relationship is Quality Time…

Those were the Quality Time for me…. those were my destiny…

Happy Holiday….