The intensity of life….

Humans seek to be more than animals. We seek to be gods or at least propagate that level above animal and below God.

That which promotes life is good that which promotes death is evil. “Evil lies not in the hearts of men but in the social arrangements that men take for granted.”

We seek the power to ward off big evil by reflexively embracing small terrors and small fascinations in the place of overwhelming ones.

Courage is the fundamental qualifying quality for being a hero. So, why are we all so naturally cowardly? Our goal is to be a hero and we lack the courage to be so.

We constantly struggle for a life that has meaning. All meaning for us is associated with that which comes to us from the outside. Our sense of self is derived by looking at others for determining who and what we are. “Our whole world of right and wrong, good and bad, our name, precisely who we are, is grafted into us; and we never feel we have authority to offer things on our own…we feel ourselves in many ways guilty and beholden to others…indebted to them for our very birth.”

Quotes from “The Denial of Death” by Ernest Becker

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“Evil lies not in the hearts of men but in the social arrangements that men take for granted.”

I believe no one is evil, just that sometimes people choose a path that he/she believes will benefit both parties, which eventually turned out the other way round.. It’s about choices they made; no one knows what the outcome will be and i believe no one wants anyone to get hurt

For the last two nights, i dreamt of someone, she made an impact and maybe left a scar in me… It’s been awhile and the sight of her still prevails… I’m caught up with alot of stuff lately, work and work… Thankfully i get to spend some quality time with *L*.

Verdy, we have to catch up this weekend. Let’s party! haha.. no just kidding.. Let’s chill instead.. haha..

I supposed to go on an oversea trip this december, guess i have to postpone due to the fact i attending a course… Self Enrichment and Awareness course.. Hopefully i can find a new path and meaning in life….

Some random pictures over the weekend

 

Have a great evening people…. I need to take my rest now, before i go for my night shift again… sighz

October Rain…..

Welcome to my new simple orange and black outlook….

Finally, a new change, a new look and yes, a new life….

October has been a crazy month for me and its still going on….

Exams

 

Its been 6 long years that i last had my intense paper writing examination… 2 hours of ‘non-stop’ writing.. haha.. Shag… Am i able to do well for all my papers? Ans: Slim chance. I need to seriously manage my time better for my next sem… All i can do now…nothing… Mid december i will be able to know my fate.. haha

Work

With all the examination prep and such, along came with unless work loads… For the month of october and november, i have to put in extra effort and long hours back in my office to accomplish a major exercise planning, which started 4 months ago…. Though i’m entitled to apply study leaves during my examination period, but i simply cannot afford to due to my work… Bottomline… Work will always come 1st.. I just have to learn how to manage my time better the next time round… All i can say.. “Hardwork is sweat but success is Sweet”.. Heard from my boss, my hardwork and performance for the past half a year or so pays off well… I managed to get top in ranking among my peers…

Friends

How to define a true friend for life? Ask Verdy. He knows the answer. Thanks again, bro. Finally theres hope again in my life… Will treasure it and work hard for my future.. JK and Verdy are my true buddies who willing to see through my ups and downs.. Their patient and faith in me mean alot to me.. Band of Brothers of the SAF. Pilot is a good choice bro, all the best!

Personal Life

Like the picture above, my life is like the waves… Ups and Downs… If you have unfortunately been reading my blog, you will get what i meant. Right now i just want to be happy and lead a simple and healthy life… Past memories whether they are good or bad, are enriching experiences of life.. Keep them and learn from them… Do not hate them but to accept and treasure them.. Life is short, be happy and live to the fullest.. 2008 is coming to an end and has indeed created an impact and left a mark in me…

‘Sparks’

After my last relationship, i have learnt not to rush into things and manage to have better control of my emotional feelings… I believe L and i may have the chemistry and we enjoyed eachother’s accompany but we are not rushing into anything and we are really good friends… Guess we like the way we are now.. time will reveal it’s course.. (if there’s any)

 

I have yet to make any neighbours after moving to Yishun for 1 year until recently i get to know this girl ‘P’ from my neighbourhood. She’s sociable, sporting and fun loving.. And guess what, she knows my colleauge, what a small world.. haha.. Its good to know more friends around your area, so that can arrange kakis for meals at times.. haha.

 

Sigh, its time to go for my night shift duty le…

Time to go people, have a great day!

Cheers

Its time to change and move on….

Finally, i decided to make an effort to change the theme of my blog…

Orange and black concept… Nice.. haha..

I will make an effort to re-design my banner and such.. stay tune.. Thanks verdy for the photoshop..

Alot of updates.. be it Love, work, friends and personal life…

2008 coming to an end.. “Re-formatting of my processor is in process”

Will be on exercise this two weeks… Night shift 8pm till 8am…

The time has come..

Have a great week ahead people…

Exams Over.. I’m back…

Omg.. Finally finally finally… Its all over!

But the wicked part is… unless work..

Did i do well for my examination?

Dec 11th will reveal…

Lots of update to do…

All i can say… I’m tired and i’m recovering from it…

Thanks verdy… u know what i meant…

Have a great weekend ahead people!