I am tired…
Drained from my work, studies and love…
‘Am sorry for being cold… you are a nice person’
‘Am sad when i am the only one trying to make things happen…. distance is not a problem…’
‘Am happy that i am important to you…. able to see you smile is wonderful’
Valentine Day is tomorrow….
Am alone this year…
Or am i? Yes i am..
I am tired…
Happy Advance Valentine Day people…
Have you realised that Life is a Path?
Do you know Life requires Love?
And do you know in Life there is a path to Love?
Love can heal.
Love can renew.
Love can make us safe.
Love can inspire us with its power.
Everything love is meant to do is possible. Knowing this, however, has only made the gap between love and non-love more painful.
When you find your path, you will also find your love story. People today are consumed by doubts about their relationships: Have I found the right partner? Am I being true to myself? Have I given the best part of myself away?
The path to love, however, is never about externals. However good or bad you feel about your relationship, the person you are with at this moment is the “right” person, because he or she is a mirror of who you are inside.
Therefore the path to love isn’t a choice, for all of us must find out who we are. This is our spiritual destiny. The path can be postponed; you can lose faith in it or even despair that love exists at all. None of that is permanent; only the path is. Doubt reflects the ego, which is bound in time and space. The ultimate promise on the path to love is that you will walk in the light of a truth extending beyond any truth your mind presently knows.
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The whole of last week was rather crazy….
Sometimes, you will find love in the least expected way…..(Am not saying i have found a new love)
I chose my path to love for now….
Caught a movie with Verdy and Lynn last night, “Look For a Star” by Andy Lau and Shu Qi.
The show was nice and heartwarming. Again the show is about falling with someone in the least expected way…
There was this quote in the movie that made an impact in me…
“人生在世，难得糊涂”
And i believed that “爱是要争取的!”
Think about it… =)
Met up with Olivia.
Have a great Sunday.. Am on Duty in Camp!
Met up with B on monday evening, we had a really good chat..
I confessed to her how i really feel for her… And i told her that i clearly understand that we are different….
I told her i really treasure our friendship and having her as a true friend is more than anything i could ask for…..
I do not wish to create a barrier btw us because of my insensitive approach….
She appreciated my honesty by telling her about my feelings…..
She started to share with me her current personal life and i felt really good….
The conversation was authentic and sincere…
I told her i’ll be her support in finding her happiness and we really created an authentic and loving friendship…
Loving someone does not mean i have to be with her….
Love is unconditioned…
And i finally experienced it….
