Its been really awhile that i last blogged…

I may not have been the ideal bf that a parent would want her daughter to have….

I know i have flaws… I know i been judged…

Life’s a climb, i trying my best to get back on track…

I am sad because it affects my dearest deeply and this is something i did not want to see at all…

Everyone has a past be it good or bad, and i must say i am moving on because of her…

I will do whatever it takes to bring back the smiles of her’s again.. Time will tell

This is my personal journal that i started eversince my last broke up..

All i can say, this blog shared about my past… Its was a space for me during my singlehood.. 

I have nothing to hide… 

Life will be better…

Ever wonder how i am living now?

Tired…

Nice cantonese song from the drama series “Moonlight Resonance”

Good night…

A beautiful piece from the Disney Movie Hannah Montana….

Inspiring Lyrics….

Am trying and climbing….

Have faith…

Google the lyrics..

Enjoy..

Me, who and what?

I need a goal and a future..

I have found one… what’s next?

Work towards it…

Go away, limiting beliefs…

Do whatever it takes…

Shift shift shift..

Hearts are broken…

Trust? Is there anymore left?

How?

Make my way up…

Be free…

Stay happy with my love ones..

Tired but stay positive..

Reward myself? if theres any chance…

Apologies are not enough..

Actions and results….

We’ll See..

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Thank you dear… I love you always..

No matter how troubled i am with all the problems, there is someone always there for me…

She will always be there to cheer me on, support me and love me…

She is a gift to me, she is someone i cherish dearly, she is someone i deeply in love with…

I want a future with you.. Thank you for everything soo far..

 Jiamin & Chris

 Haha.. Nonsense..

 Heee.. Muacks

Love, Chris

I want to be happy, not just alone but with her..

I know it hasn’t been easy lately but i know that every will only gets better…

I do not understand why am i keep talking about unhappy things?

Time to change…

I want to re-write and start a new chapter in my life…

I know the road ahead is tough but there isn’t another choice..

If i want to live the way i want it to be, i have to Make sure it will happen…

Do whatever it takes… I am determine to do so..

Its no longer just about me, yet its all about me, its up to me…

I want to live normal. I know i can.

Thank you dear. You are the one who keeps me alive.

Work hard… Be in control… Stay strong

The pursuit of happiness…

Love…

Its been awhile….

Give me time….

There is a future….

I am responsible…

I am committed…

I need care….

I need trust….

I need faith….

I am tired….

I need love..

I am happy and i am sad…

Life…. is there a 2nd chance?

I almost forget that i actually owns a blog.. haha

Life has been filled with many wonders….

Work Wonder…. Really busy with setting up my new company and the upcoming President Garden Reception…

Study Wonder…. Another new semester coming up, 5 modules to cope, its crazy! haha

Love Wonder…. My precious Jiamin, she is someone i look forward everyday to meet up after a long day of work… Do you know its hard to find someone who really appreciate who you are? I love her, i really do…

Need to do some catch-up with my LP mates.. haha.. Sunday’s Cycling was a killer.. hahaha

Future is what i am looking forward and planning ahead!

Love u guys!

Last week of LP,

What have i created soo far?

Did i went a 100%?

What was my intention?

How was my Being?

I’m tired but its for the good of Joy!

Last week, alot of work, alot of activities…

If it is to be, it is up to me!

Love my darling… She is indeed amazing…

Love,

Chris

Someone shared this quote with me,

I’ve Learned . . .

I’ve learned….. That just one person saying to me, ‘You’ve made my
day!’ makes my day.

I’ve learned…. That being kind is more important than being right.

I’ve learned…. That no matter how serious your life requires you to
be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I’ve learned….. That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold
and a heart to understand.

I’ve learned…. That it’s those small daily happenings that make life
so spectacular.

I’ve learned… That under everyone’s hard shell is someone who wants
to be appreciated and loved.

I’ve learned…. That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I ‘ve learned…. That when you plan to get even with someone, you are
only letting that person continue to hurt you..

I’ve learned…. That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I’ve learned…. That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to
surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I’ve learned…. That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I’ve learned…. That the less time I have to work with, the more
things I get done.

I’ve learned…. That life is tough, but I’m tougher.

I’ve learned…. That opportunities are never lost; someone will take
the ones you miss.

I’ve learned…. That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I’ve learned…. That I wish I could have told the people that I love
her one more time before they passed away.

I’ve learned…. That I should keep my words both soft and tender,
because tomorrow I may have to eat them.

I’ve learned…. That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

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Thanks Dear, I’ve learned to be committed again and i’ve learned to appreciate life with you around.

Love ya, always…